{"id":49,"date":"2013-01-13T22:13:53","date_gmt":"2013-01-13T22:13:53","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/?p=49"},"modified":"2016-04-10T15:54:42","modified_gmt":"2016-04-10T15:54:42","slug":"the-body-of-water","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/?p=49","title":{"rendered":"The Body of Water"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-full wp-image-51 alignleft\" title=\"watercover\" src=\"http:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/01\/watercover.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"132\" height=\"193\" \/><\/p>\n<p>Timberline Press, 122 pages, 2003<br \/>\n$20.00 (Illustrated by Mike Sleadd)<\/p>\n<p>Selections:<\/p>\n<p align=\"left\"><span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman,Times,serif;\"><em><strong>HOUSE OF TURTLE<\/strong><\/em><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman,Times,serif;\">I can&#8217;t tell you where to start, maybe I don&#8217;t know,<br \/>\nor maybe I&#8217;m simply not ready for the responsibility,<br \/>\nthough it has nothing to do with not wanting to help,<br \/>\nnothing to do with all the possible guilts that sweep<br \/>\n<\/span><span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman,Times,serif;\"><br \/>\nover us for not having loved enough, or been present<br \/>\nenough, or even not having stopped the car and moved<br \/>\nthe turtle off the road, and finding the flattened mess<br \/>\nwhen we returned, having watched in the rearview<\/span><\/p>\n<p>mirror another driver intentionally swerve. We must<br \/>\ntake into account another time it was hopeless,<br \/>\nor just pointless, when we had not yet surrendered<br \/>\nhope, when the pond by the highway was drained<\/p>\n<p>for a new apartment complex, the backhoe with its<br \/>\nclaw sunk for the night into the breached embankment,<br \/>\nwaiting for morning to again swallow another mouthful<br \/>\nof earth and spit it out. What more could be done,<\/p>\n<p>the quitting-time traffic no longer able to dodge<br \/>\nthose orphaned by the air, who crawled for other waters,<br \/>\nand over the asphalt the hundred or so moss-backed<br \/>\nshells were cracked and savaged flat. Perhaps this is<\/p>\n<p>just a warning, like the children standing in a down-<br \/>\npour shouting over whether running or walking<br \/>\nthrough the rain will leave them drier, even as the rain<br \/>\nfalls harder, drenching their most refined arguments.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p align=\"left\"><span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman,Times,serif;\"><br \/>\n<strong><em>HIGHWAY FIFTY WEST<\/em><\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman,Times,serif;\">The engine is insistent, hungry, demanding to be fed more miles.<br \/>\nThe windows rolled down, the long zipper of September locust<br \/>\nsong is undone and falls into the rags of distance. In the last town<\/span><\/p>\n<p>without a stop sign, light neatly folded the clapboard houses<br \/>\ninto the envelope of long shadows. Even vultures are hungry<br \/>\nfor the road, following it more closely than drivers, they tilt<\/p>\n<p>and swivel their awkward wings low over the gravel shoulders<br \/>\nfor what has left a humped stain. The Roman Emperor Nero commanded<br \/>\nSeneca to suicide, perhaps for telling him that if he wasn\u2019t happy<\/p>\n<p>with what he had, which was all the known world, it wouldn&#8217;t matter<br \/>\nif he possessed even an unknown empire. But then history&#8217;s fatal<br \/>\ncollisions are not the same and will not be remembered on this road,<\/p>\n<p>but relived in the small plastic-flowered crosses by an overpass.<br \/>\nThe scarlet rash of sumacs bleed up hillsides. The sharp blue edge<br \/>\nof horizon cuts above soybean fields. In the drainage ditch cattail blades<\/p>\n<p>are honed on yellow shafts of afternoon, and in the turbulent wakes of<br \/>\npassing traffic can be heard the clatter of ancient duels, frog and snake<br \/>\nfattening for hibernation. The bald monuments of road-cut rock display<\/p>\n<p>the scars of exposure, drilling and dynamite, and begin to glow in the full-<br \/>\nface of late sun. On a tarnished plaque below a statue of Columbus in a square<br \/>\nin Barcelona, on a similar sunny fall day, can be read the inscription: \u201cYou<\/p>\n<p>have to navigate. You do not have to live.&#8221; On this road that we desperately want<br \/>\nto disobey\u2014it makes no difference if we suddenly wrench the steering,<br \/>\nswerve, hit or miss, we crash through the bronzed light of evening.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Timberline Press, 122 pages, 2003 $20.00 (Illustrated by Mike Sleadd) Selections: HOUSE OF TURTLE I can&#8217;t tell you where to start, maybe I don&#8217;t know, or maybe I&#8217;m simply not ready for the responsibility, though it has nothing to do <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/?p=49\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">  The Body of Water<\/span><span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-49","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-books"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/49","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=49"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/49\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":170,"href":"https:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/49\/revisions\/170"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=49"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=49"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=49"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}