{"id":68,"date":"2013-01-13T22:25:24","date_gmt":"2013-01-13T22:25:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/?p=68"},"modified":"2016-04-10T15:48:17","modified_gmt":"2016-04-10T15:48:17","slug":"days-like-this-are-necessary","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/?p=68","title":{"rendered":"Days Like This Are Necessary"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"size-medium wp-image-69 alignleft\" title=\"DaysLikeThisCover_small\" src=\"http:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/01\/DaysLikeThisCover_small-204x300.jpg\" alt=\"\" width=\"204\" height=\"300\" srcset=\"https:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/01\/DaysLikeThisCover_small-204x300.jpg 204w, https:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2013\/01\/DaysLikeThisCover_small.jpg 393w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 204px) 100vw, 204px\" \/><\/p>\n<p>New &amp; Selected Poems<br \/>\nBkMk Press-UMKC 2009<br \/>\n$16.00 (Cover and inside art by Mike Sleadd)<\/p>\n<p>Selections:<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman,Times,serif;\"><strong>The Paseo<\/strong><\/span><\/p>\n<p><em><span style=\"font-size: small;\">-for Federico Garcia Lorca<\/span><\/em><br \/>\nThe last flung-back, bullet struck<\/p>\n<p>moment on an arid Andalusian slope<\/p>\n<p>of the Spanish Civil War;<\/p>\n<p>a soldier\u2019s death caught<\/p>\n<p>in shades of black and white,<\/p>\n<p>his body halfway falling back forever<\/p>\n<p>toward his shadow, his rifle pointed<\/p>\n<p>at heaven, his head turned away,<\/p>\n<p>already forgetting to tell us the way.<\/p>\n<p>A woman\u2019s gaunt upturned face,<\/p>\n<p>lips drawn back from her teeth, a forehead<\/p>\n<p>of plowed wrinkles, her eyes straining<\/p>\n<p>to find the sewing-machine hidden<\/p>\n<p>in the sky, clouds being stitched<\/p>\n<p>together with threads of fear,<\/p>\n<p>and we know what happened,<\/p>\n<p>the dusty, dive-bombed rubble<\/p>\n<p>of Barcelona, the child at the slope<\/p>\n<p>of her exposed breast<\/p>\n<p>nursing on oblivion.<\/p>\n<p>In the city where I lived one summer<\/p>\n<p>oaks rose in civil explosions of leaves.<\/p>\n<p>Branches arbored the boulevards<\/p>\n<p>over the speeding cars and trucks<\/p>\n<p>that had somewhere more important<\/p>\n<p>in mind, work or love, not the quaking<\/p>\n<p>heart of an air raid siren.<\/p>\n<p>Mostly it was Friday,<\/p>\n<p>maybe Saturday evenings, that I drove<\/p>\n<p>the Paseo as it was called, the body of asphalt<\/p>\n<p>releasing the day\u2019s mesmerizing heat.<\/p>\n<p>Along the way, fountains reared horses<\/p>\n<p>and breached dolphins, spouting a moist<\/p>\n<p>eternal glitter, surrounded by groomed<\/p>\n<p>green esplanades where I might stroll<\/p>\n<p>an equally endless time. In one<\/p>\n<p>breath paseo simply means ride,<\/p>\n<p>and in a different one it means<\/p>\n<p>take him for a ride, the end of one<\/p>\n<p>language and the beginning of another.<\/p>\n<p><span style=\"font-family: Times New Roman,Times,serif;\"><strong>House of Turtle<\/strong><br \/>\n<\/span>I can\u2019t tell you where to start, maybe I don\u2019t know,<\/p>\n<p>or maybe I\u2019m simply not ready for the responsibility,<\/p>\n<p>though it has nothing to do with not wanting to help,<\/p>\n<p>nothing to do with all the possible guilts that sweep<\/p>\n<p>over us for not having loved enough, or been present<\/p>\n<p>enough, or even not having stopped the car and moved<\/p>\n<p>the turtle off the road, and finding the flattened mess<\/p>\n<p>when we returned, having watched in the rearview<\/p>\n<p>mirror another driver intentionally swerve. We must<\/p>\n<p>take into account another time it was hopeless,<\/p>\n<p>of just pointless, when we had not yet surrendered<\/p>\n<p>hope, when the pond by the highway was drained<\/p>\n<p>for a new apartment complex, the backhoe with its<\/p>\n<p>claw sunk for the night into the breached embankment,<\/p>\n<p>waiting for morning to again swallow another mouthful<\/p>\n<p>of earth and spit it out. What more could be done,<\/p>\n<p>the quitting-time traffic no longer able to dodge<\/p>\n<p>those orphaned by the air, who crawled for other waters,<\/p>\n<p>and over the asphalt the hundred or so moss-backed<\/p>\n<p>shells were cracked and savaged flat. Perhaps this is<\/p>\n<p>just a warning, like the children standing in a down-<\/p>\n<p>pour shouting over whether running or walking<\/p>\n<p>through the rain will leave them drier, even as the rain<\/p>\n<p>falls harder, drenching their most refined arguments.<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>New &amp; Selected Poems BkMk Press-UMKC 2009 $16.00 (Cover and inside art by Mike Sleadd) Selections: The Paseo -for Federico Garcia Lorca The last flung-back, bullet struck moment on an arid Andalusian slope of the Spanish Civil War; a soldier\u2019s <a class=\"more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/?p=68\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">  Days Like This Are Necessary<\/span><span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[3],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-68","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-books"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/68","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=68"}],"version-history":[{"count":5,"href":"https:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/68\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":92,"href":"https:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/68\/revisions\/92"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=68"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=68"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.walterbargen.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=68"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}